Moments of Grief

My grandpa just passed away on friday.
Well, a part of me feels sad because he has left
While another part of me feels happy
now that he is in heaven
For a man that lived nearly a century
with many children, grandchildren and great grand children
i think his life has been fruitful
Ah Gong has been a really nice grandpa
i remember the happier times
when i was younger
and he would sit on the chair
laid back
and watch the kids play
He would laugh when we try our best to hokkien with him


I used to be scared when i was young
to me,
what death is like
so what if you have studied and worked hard all your life
when you let go
you really let go of everything
you lose every single thing
then i come to know God
and i know that my mansion in heaven is still in construction
when i go,
i know where i'm heading

thanks to all who came
lilian, bruce, shaun, kenneth, qin, yaoyu, cat, erick, terence, lijun, anna, guohong, steven, limin, jean, yuanxing
not forgetting those who are unable to come but chipped in for the bai jin
laimeng, rick, weiyan
and the wreath that the church and cellgroup sent
appreciate it a lot for the support, cares and concerns
baby, thanks for your support through these few days, you've been great

thanks to my HRM group mates tat have been really understanding
i know you guys are working hard

2:20am already
maybe i should just read some notes before i sleep